Now let it play. This is going to be an extremely long post. I am not holding back. And I am going to spill everything. I am just going to type whatever it is that I just feel like saying now. And trust me, I got tons of it to say. Let's start with the bloodiest of them all! Cause I do not believe in saving the best for last. Cause bullshit should just be said and done with.


FIRST



SECOND

I just don't get churches nowadays. Everyone is going there for all the wrong reasons. Seriously. I am not one to conform just because everyone is. If they are conforming to the wrong way, do you expect me to follow en suite? I am not going to follow the statistics. I choose to be the minority with a mind of my own. I will be true to myself. I don't need to be part of a something I do not feel comfortable with. I will not follow church trends. Simple. I am no blind sheep. I don't compare myself with people around me, glorifying myself. That's disgusting please. It's pathetic to find faults in others when you are so full of it yourself. Why don't you just simply practice what you preach.
I do not go to church to get lotsa friends, to become HOT and COOL, to be popular, to parade myself or to be someone. I ALREADY AM SOMEONE. Why should I change who I am to be popular? It's just damn bloody fake. And it irks me. It's such a big trend in Singapore now. Churches is Singapore got this fake aura around it's youths. And I am NOT GOING TO BE FAKE. PERIOD.

THIRD

I got no third. I already said everything I wanted to say. HAHA. Actually, I do, but now isn't the time.

Well that felt good, finally. It's just this thing that builds up in your chest. And nah, I don't want to risk bottling up again. I realized, I got a blog, just make full use of it. Oh and by the way, if some of you suckers don't really know what a blog is for, it's for someone to type down EXACTLY HOW and WHAT they feel. And they got every right to.



Oh yes, I got so much to say! But then cause there is just too much, I just can't remember everything.So I shall just type down whatever that comes to my mind.

Well, the landmark of last week, was of course the Samsung Human Torch. I am not going to bore you with the details of what it's about. There's Google for that. But we had so much fun! I just love my CCA! I just love my Ballroom mates. It's such a joy to be with them. The Human Torch was a blast!


I wouldn't ask for a better CCA.



I also couldn't ask for any other class on earth. I have the best classmates that even the Brady Bunch would envy.



Oh! And today, Dorothy finally made up her fish tank! Man I am so happy! Like finally, someone who followed my footsteps! I have a follower! And Simon also now wanna get one too!



Today was spent on studying with Dorothy, Simon and Yeh. The Meow Dogs! And then it was fish shopping like whooo! I missed those times. Not knowing what fish to choose. It was like me 3 years ago. Well, she settled for Pink Danios. Pretty babies.




AND I WANT THESE! I MUST!




Alexander Mcqueen undies!
The ultimate!
BUT HOW!?

Oh well.
In other good news.
I got Outward Bounds soon!
Oh wait, I got exams before that..
And YOG and Flashmob before them exams..

So I guess I am pretty tight.

OH...and a likely scholarship in the works too!
:D

Well, I'm not just going to let anything just bring me down, I would rather turn it upside down and humiliate whatever it is!
Perfecto!

I shall leave you with my current HAPPY SONG.
Till then!

Roll Deep Ft Jodie Connor- Good Times

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Today, was the very first time I ever went to KBox.
It was AWESOME!
Really. I usually stay away from these kind of things.
But since, today was a BE outing, I decided to give it a shot!
And I just had a great time!
Screaming your lungs out with great people is something that you should do often.




I was surprised. I kinda thought KBox would be filled with nothing but chinese songs, or of that type. AND KOREAN SONGS.
I was wrong!
Tons of mainstream stuff baby. Wonderful!
I think KBox is on my list of good CHILL OUT places!

OH. And Mr Ali Hamzah wants me to be his model for his portfolio.
Am I happy or what bitches!?
Which means more intense workouts, swimming and facial cleansing.
I am so gonna be in metro-sexual phase now.
I NEED TO LOOK HOT IN THOSE DAMN PICTURES!

Wow. Busy life is, is it not?
It's a never ending process, this life of mine.
I keep wanting to blog.
But there just isn't the time or the energy to do it!
So here I am, forcing myself to do it! (While struggling with Matrices and Determinants).

Well, a reason now for not having time at all is because,  out of the 7 days in a week, 5 days are taken up for DANCING!
Let's see here, my current schedule is:

Sundays: Jazz

Which doesn't really leave me with much time to do anything else!
I need to do something about it, cause I usually get home and hit the BED, not the BOOKS.
I am not complaining. I love dancing with my core being.
BUT I just need to find a way to manage my high energy outburst.
Not to mention the gyming and swimming too!

(Yes, that's right, I am on a fight to get rid of the bulge, and I'm fighting to the end this time)

And as of again, good time management.
Well the Flashmob isn't permenant, so I hope Jazz classes can get back on, on Fridays.
Save me my Sunday, which is usually my one and only RnR day.
I need to manage my time, to manage studies, dance, and play.
Sigh. Like I said.. "It's a never ending process, this life of mine."


I am sad.
Quiznos isn't a part of my life anymore.
I feel so itchy. I've been so used to having a part time job for years! It's been like an integral part of me, you know, the running late for work, and the expectation of the increase of numbers in your bank account.
I can't deny the fact, that now, my financial status isn't at it's best standards. But, it's not a matter of choice. It's a matter of priority and knowing what's right and the right thing to do.
My studies need to buck up.
 It's dead.
I feel dead.
Common tests (though as simple as it was) has blown over and left it's mark.
I am devastated. Devastated with the fact that I have not done well.
It sucks, forcing yourself to study stuff you hate. I can't, I just can't let whatever I mugged for, stay in my head.
My head  just can't bring itself to remember all this kinda stuff.
You know the feeling when you get As for so long.
And then you suddenly drop all the way like a B, C+ and D.
Horrible I tell you.
I won't tell you what subjects those were, (I know it's a BLOG! But it doesn't mean I need to spill out EVERYTHING!)
But I can tell you, I have not got my MATH results YET!
Trust me that's the killer right there for me. I hate math to the core. And anyone who knows that would really agree.


I can only go back to work during September. Holidays.That 3 weeks of work, is gonna keep me up for the next semester.
It's true, I am so not in a good financial situation now.
Besides my allowance, the dependence of cash coming from another source is now GONE!
And yes, I would really appreciate it, if someone could sponsor me, you know, like weekly.
Say maybe 50 bucks a week?!  HAHAHAHA!

Well, about my blogshop, it's still in the works.
More like in my mind kinda works.
Still sourcing out suppliers and clients and stuff.
But at the moment, it it of nothing more than just a pigment of my imagination.
And for me to want to use that as a source of income now is totally bullshit.

Well, besides that, life is kinda okay.
I love my family.
I love my church gang.




And I love my classmates. I could not ask for any other people than these.
It's just like a mini family.
And seriously, I have never laughed more than anyone else but this bunch right here!
It's so FLUFFY I'm gonna die!


OH! And goodbye Vittles.
I will miss you!


That's all folks.
I need to get back to those damn books!
Till then..CIAO!

(PHOTOS TAKEN FROM @Jeslin.)

Okay.
I DID say that I would only blog after them bloody common tests.
BUT this couldn't wait.
These few days of intense brain damage hasn't really been that bad.
Cause..
after a quick visit from the parental to relatives over to Nyonya land,
and after like 5 years..
Ah Ee finally made Chang!

So now, as I have already wiped them all out, (oops, I didn't leave any for the father), and the only other person that tried is Jeslin, so go ask her how good it is!

So feast your eyes!


 



COMMON TEST DIE!

But thanks Ah Ee, your awesome cooking never fails to comfort me!
(:

But I am still stressed out over Common Tests.
It's so bad that BOTH my latin and jazz dances have been affected.
I can't focus.
I was horrible at jazz yesterday. Just horrible.
I can't afford to do badly.
I just can't.

Be it ACADEMICS

or

DANCE.

I can't cope.
Yeah, I dug my own self willowing grave.
Thank God for Vesak Day.
I got a whole day of rest and studying.

Why do I always kill myself with the things I do?
We humans are the only beings capable of knowing what is perfectly good and bad for us.
And yet we just tend to do the latter.
Like me, I always tend to do things that are not fit.
I have been so accustomed to being a bloody night owl, that I refuse to change, right down till my feathers are dying off.

There are so many things I wanna do.
Yet, I can't mange them.
And I am already affected.

Well tonight, I am going to atleast try to change that.
I'm switching off my phone, turning off my laptop, kiss my fishys, hamster and family "good night" and going to SLEEP.

This is like the earliest time I have ever slept.
AMAZING.

So yes, another week has passed.
Just like that.
Most of the time, I was either busy studying, or just bloody SHAGGED out.
But besides that, this week has been the best of the best of wonderful things to come.


Let's start of first, with the main highlight of my week.


My ITE Graduation!

Hallelujah am I happy!
Two years of hard work had accumulated into this ONE day.
I just need to thank God for this.
I even got awarded the Course Medalist!
Wooo damn!




It was just one of those days in your life that you would never forget!


And I am so going to MISS CM1K even more.
Though we all have moved on with our lives, those two years will always stay embedded in our minds.


The other first of a long continuation this week...


My first CG from Campus Crusade.
I know you are stalking me Daniel, so this is for you!


And my first ever Ballroom practice.
Shiok!


But with so much things to do, I just don;t how long I can cope.
I know I can.
Unless I take something more. ( I was intending to join the Ambassador team)
I miss working at Quiznos.
It has been almost two weeks since I have been there.



A new week is upon us.
And whole new lotta hell awaits me.


But HELL YEAH I AM WAITING FOR IT!


Oh, and I LOVE NYP!

TESTING TESTING!
(:

SO! A week has passed.
I would say it went by pretty fast.

And the highlight of this week was the Sakae Sushi Buffet with these wonderful people.


And now looking at all these pictures has made me want to just go back there.


Other than that the week has been pretty fine.
Juggling school work, CCAs and Quiznos isn't really a piece of pie.
(Speaking of pie, I think I got some apple pie in me fridge!)

It's only 2 weeks.
And there's already something driving me insane.



Oh well.
It's going to be a LONG three years.
WOOO!