RockMyCore

I am stressed.
Well,I wish it was better than last week.
But no.
It's even worse!

Here's my dilemma.
I got 4 on-going projects now.

The first is a must,which is my LifeSkill project.
No choice for that one. It's MAJOR.

The second,and third rather, are my Poly module individual and team assignments.
The problem is,I don't have that damn AUTOCAD software.
It kills me everytime! (But it would sure look good on me report card!)
I have to go all the dreadful journey to Singapore Poly,just to practice and to do those bloody projects.
Now,I need to go there as much as I can to practice as much as I can.As much as I hate it.

Now thirdly,the FedEx challenge, which I took part.
Very stoked about it.
Extremely.
It's something so different! Exciting
So out of my league and field!
And that's the thing that's driving me crazy.
I know nuts about the subject!
Time consuming!
Driving me crazy with unknowingness of it all!

And here is the best part!

They are all due on the same day!!!
The 12th of June!

So yeah,I am so stoked that I have out-done myself by trying to be a smartass for taking anything that comes my way,thinking that it would get me far academically,but killing me physically slooowly.
And it's those very slow painful excruciating kinda deaths you know.
Damn.
Kudos Othniel.You really killed yourself.

Okay then.What's new?

Went for GDOP yesterday.
Something I would never ever do,in my right mind,but,I really would have regretted if i didn't.
So yes,I am happy with myself.


Oh! And I got a new goldfish!
A Calico Ryukin! Beautiful!


My class nowadays is turning messy.I don't like it.Me don't like misunderstanding gone wrong.It's just....wrong.I do hope it would work out.

And I'm craving for fries now.


So I leave you all now with a video of my wonderful fish.
Don't roll your eyes!
Ciao!

This has been very long.
The sad thing is,is that once I'm done with a heavy duty week, (flu and all),I am right on track with another even more hectic week.

I can't seem to think straight anymore.
I'm on a roll of perfection I cannot comprehend.
I'm saying yes to everything when I should say no.
Doing things which I would normally just forgo.
I am becoming to nice already.

Whatever my teacher throws at me,I just take.
I never said no.
And now I suffer,for all the "voluntary" things I sign up for.
I mean yeah,do whatever it takes to get you to poly,but I think I went wrong somewhere down that route.
Being teacher's pet isn't fun anymore.
I can't cope with the ever going school work,the assignments,the projects,the voluntary work,the extra modules and all !

My eyes are forever in the half droopy phase.
Argh.

Actually right.
I'm just tired.
Tired with school.
Tired with people.
They can be so fucked up sometimes.(Most of the time actually.)
Decided not to care as usual.

Ok,enough with the regulars.

I said yes to this project/competition.
Seems very interesting though.
Create a marketing strategy to market a foreign good in a foreign country.
The thing that drew me to this competition was of course the cash prize,and the exposure.
Exposure my ass!
I just want the money.
It's regional.
Means I got to compete with people from SE Asia!
If I get through the first 2 rounds that is..
So now,I am going to spend every day out late trying to get this proposal done professionally.
Plus it's marketing!
Totally off from my field of study..which is how to send email??
Just think of that money.
Motivation.

Speaking of money,
I am going on a mission/community trip to Thailand next month!
Quick huh.
First China,now Thailand!
Cool!
Not cool on my bank account though.
I am totally financially drained.
It would be nice if anyone could help.
HINT:This is a rather somber plea.
Just think of the Pad Thai la.

I am stressed.
So stressed until it's so a part of me.
I can just stare at a monitor for 2 minutes and fall asleep.
Ask my module mates.
They were so shocked I was asleep in 2 minutes sitting up straight.
Even I had no idea!
HAHA!
It's like second nature.
To walk around with a frown.
And to be immersed in thoughts I don't even know what about.

I didn't wanna fall in love with you
I didn't wanna know the things I knew
It wasn't till I looked into the mirror
Denial

Sugarbabes- Denial. Good song.

I'm off to go destroy myself.
This is how my brain feels like right now.

The whole weekend was all spent up with work!
And now,I'm back into "full" part-time mode.
It's been over a month since I was a paid staff.
And I have become so damn rusty.
I can't even remember the measly of all jobs even!
It's time to slowly get back into student/staff mode already.

And I am so tired.
So very tired.
Gosh.I was forcing myself to stay awake in class today.
Now,I am just so stressed with all the stuff I got to do.
I got an assignment on VoIP to pass up on Wednesday.
Got my CIP project presentation on Friday.
Tomorrow going to bake cake at Gwen's place.
Gosh!
Time is so not on my side this time!

Plus friday is just a hell of a mixed up day for me.
I am supposed to be at 3 places at once!
First,got my Extra module at SP,then I am also supposed to be at ITE Tampines for my CIP presentation,and also at ITE Macpherson for the Asian Youth Games briefing!
At the same time!!
Stressful.
Very stressful.
tak boleh tahan!...

I am so stressed!

Atleast I got Sentosa on Saturday and Wolverine on Wednesday!

Othniel = tired.

So,I'll just run through these days abit yeah.

I got a pair of grey contacts.
And the only pair I can get for awhile.
Until the stuuuuuupid government releases the ban.


See this plant!!
I want it in my room!
Then I can study under it.


And I had a lucky day in school once.
Tsktsk.


I shall leave you with this song which Shu Hui coincidentaly introduced to me earlier..

Get Set Go - Sleep.

I just came back from the BBQ at the Shin's place.
I feel damn fat now after eating so much.
I ate like what,25 otak?!
Then played this great game,which I don't know the name.
And took Night Rider home.For the very first time.
Yeah,from one corner of Yishun to another.
Like wow.

Yesterday,went to Wild Wild Wet with Jason,Danny and Leonard!


My first time there.
We had a BLAST!
Or splash..
The sad thing was that we didn't have much time there.
Ended school and rushed all the way there.
Yishun to Pasir Ris not near you know.
In the end,only had around 2 hours there.
But it was worth it.
Tried almost all the rides at least once.
Can't wait to go back there.

Dinner at Nihon Mura.


And boring but fun and noisy ride on the kiddy Ferris wheel.


And yeah,camwhored in class too.
As usual.
Actually,we just wanted to waste Shah's new phone's memory.
And since I love camwhoring,what the heck?!



I had to cut my wonderful fringe.
I miss it so.


But you know what they say.
It's just hair.It'll grow back!