RockMyCore

Life can be so short and so unexpected.
Cherishing all that we have is what we are ought to do.

Been such a busy weekend.

I didn't rush to school today.
I didn't even go.

I was just so tired about going.
Had this bad headache and horrible throat.

I woke up at around 130 pm.
And spent the next hour looking at my fishes.
I never realized how much I missed them.

All right.Let's get on with business.

On friday after class went to Mythu.


That stupid girl,I was just about to give her a slap when I reached the bed.
But someone stopped me!
HAHA.
Anyways,she's fine.

Okay,now I am so irritated with this thing Tan Tock Seng has.
(I don't know about other hospitals)


I know H1N1 is contagious and all that shit.
But this is just plain stupid.
We queue up for so long.
They see our ICs and then after all that,THEY DON'T TAKE YOUR TEMPERATURE!?
What's the point.

And what,only 4 visitors at a time?
That's just plain stupid.

And such irritated staff?
What happened to all that good service thing Singapore is trying to portray?!
FAIL!

This is how it goes.

5 of us went there.
We split.
3 of them went to another counter with this old lady with a very irritated "I don't give a shit about you" on her wrinkly face.
While me and another went to this nice young girl.
See the contrast?

Ok,we had our details and everything done in like 5 minutes.
Then we went over to the others.
That lady was just so irritating.
She took like 15 minutes!?
Take down phone number, this and that ( which we weren't asked).
Then after all that,she say only 2 of them can go!
And refused to give a person a sticker.
We all looked at each other and then asked her how about the person left out?
She didn't even care.
B***H.
Waste peoples time.

I have no idea why Tan Tock Seng still have this thing for.
Irritating.
Well I wasn't the only one.
While we were there, there were two occasions of visitors giving them a piece of their mind.
Which is wonderful.
But pointless in a country like Singapore.

Well on Saturday, it was Priya's birthday chalet!


We had such a great time!
But I really wanted to go in OCH.
Almost did, until someone chicken out and just run!
Tsk!

And on Sunday went to cousin's place for lunch!
And I finally got to meet my "nephew".


CUTE RIGHT?!


So is their dog too!


And then dinner at Vittles with church mates!



I am now on a rampage to finish up all those Vittles coupons!
And this week is going to be Vittles week!

I've been wearing my cap out EVERYWHERE and ALL THE TIME.
If you haven't noticed.

I really can't wait for that rebond.

So yes.
The new semester is here.
Right now, class has been reduced to a mere 14 people out if which,usually 9-11 show up.
It's boring.
We are all couped up in the same room for the WHOLE term.
Because it's the only room with the shittiest internet in the world (but still supposedly one of the best in the campus).


I really didn't talk much about my recent trip.


Well maybe cause I've been on so many this year, the laziness is seeping into me.
I felt quite happy there.Like I've lived there for a long time.I felt like I fitted in so well except for language and color.
HAHA.Oops.


You know people always say Hong Kees are loud, rude and arrogant.
Not really true except for the older uncles and aunties around.
Met alot of great people there, who were our classmates for awhile.
The fun we had, it's just indescribable.


I don't want to talk about food.
It's all in Facebook.

I could also safely say,Singapore has copied Hong Kong.Alot.In so many ways and things.
And ITE has alot to improve on to rival Hong Kong's IVE.


All in all, this trip was just AWEsome.
(:

Next, Thailand and Desaru!

So now, my life revolves PICs, circuits, C programming, data sheets and uncomprehending hardware and software.
All of which I don't really want to spend the rest of my life doing.
I will DIE!

Dear Lord,please help me with this.
I can't stand looking at circuits and cables and wires all my life.
I would be seeing you earlier if I do.

The only thing I look forward for in school is the comfort food.


And yay! Leonard gave me some Mocha Snowskin Mooncakes!
(:


Well then,it's back to normalcy for awhile.
And making more money.
Tsk.

My last blog post in Hong Kong.
I am happy and contend.

See gan guo duc xhen hai 5,
yao hai see hao gong byeybe.

Oh!
And today is Nicola Robert's birthday!!
WHOOOO!

On my last week of the exchange.
I have enjoyed myself so much here.
But I just feel so drained physically,mentally and spiritually.
Running around the streets of Mong Kok, bargaining at Ladies Street,rushing for the MTR,enjoying the wonderful lights and skyscrapers and the peaks and valleys and all those neon lights..gosh those neon lights!


Been surviving on a budget,because I put it on myself.
I would rather forgo food to get my materialistic needs.
But sadly,I can't come back with bags overflowing.
In fact,I think as compared to previous trips,I just have more photos than goodies!
I did buy moon cakes for my mama though!

I miss my family.
I miss my fishes,hamster and my room.
I miss my wonderful church mates.
I miss my classmates.
But not at the point of homesickness yet.

I kinda do love it here.
The hecticness combined with the slowness of life itself is so appeasing.



Well,I got 3 more days to enjoy this place while it lasts.
Good things rarely come twice.


I wonder what's wrong with my flooble.
Looks like when I get back I'm gonna have to do blog control.

I got nothing more to describe how I'm feeling right now.
I'm sitting in a class now having a lecturer teaching Adobe Premiere and babbling away in cantonese.

Ley!

I somehow don't want to leave. If only everything was paid for.

And I love this song.

I actually dont wanna leave.
Damn.

There is a slight chance of a typhoon this week.
I do hope there is a typhoon.
Normal weather is just too mediacore.

I'm now sitting is Kwun Tong IVE's library.

I am so in danger of becoming bankrupt here.
It's true.
Stuff here is really damn expensive.
What to do?!

And WTH?!
Keisha Bunchanan has been kicked out of Sugarbabes?!
She was like the ONLY original memeber of the group.
I go for a few days without internet and I get this kinda news.
Damn saddening.

Anyways,my stay here has been great so far.
I love it here!

HAHA!
CIAO!

What's wrong with flooble?

I enjoyed those times.
Braces were the starting trend then.
Life was easy.

I guess thats's about it about my past pictures.
I can't get anymore.
My hard disk SPOILED!
Thats like 20 gb worth of past pictures all the way from India to my early Singapore life.
It really sucks.

Now,I am actually supposed to be at Comex.
I feel I am too nice all the time.
And I should learn to say NO often.
Anyways,back to Comex.
I am getting a camera,
And a new hard disk.
Finally,a need to keep memories.

It sucks that I can't retrieve the rest.

Is there anyone who can help me?!

It's time to start digging into old times..

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now I'm sober.

My studying has been all screwed up.
It just keeps playing in my head over and over again.
I am in a state where my brain is just overworked.
I cant focus.

I should have just listened in the beginning.

Fuck.

I have a feeling the migraine is coming back.
It that very continuous painful throbbing feeling.
And it doesn't want to go away.

All the laughing today was a good relief..
But I can't keep laughing to ease the pain now can I..

So tell me,what would you do when there is nothing else you could do?
And nothing else to say, when all you can say is just those same old angry lines over and over again.

I keep wondering,if everything that happens, is God's wonderful purpose and blessings,then I don't want anymore blessings or wonderful purposes because it's just driving me crazy and I'm losing my mind.

I will stick to my promises.
No relationships of any kind.
From the eternal ones to the "I don't really give a bloody shit" kind.
It sucks doesn't it.
But trust me it's better off.

Okay enough of all this mushy emotional shit.
Some people say my blog is rather boring and too intellectual.
Cause I am extremely critical and very opinionated,and extremely harsh went it comes to my comments,so I rather not blog about what I think as to not offend certain people who seriously cannot take criticism or who are super patriotic or just plain stupid.
I can be very harsh,and yes I am most of the time.
It's a bad thing.
Let me rephrase.
I AM A HARSH PERSON.
I didn't use to be.But now I am,so get over it.
I don't really like sugar coating.
Tactful I am,depending on the situation.
Like in cases of work,teachers,and close people.
Other than that,don't expect me to be "oh so filled with joy" when you come to me talking bullshit because I will slap it back in your face.

Back to the me being harsh part.
I was always nice.
Always saying yes.Always trying to help.
Always bloody supportive and lenient.
Until I realized nobody give's shit about you.
And please,CHRISTIANS are most probably in the highest percentage of that lot.
Sad case isn't it.
So there is no use going being nice all the time.
And in this sad world,you are all that you have to survive.
Only you have you to defend yourself.
Because no one will help you forever.
Tell me I am lying then if I'm wrong.
So start being with yourself more.
Stop putting hope in people.People will fail you and leave you in the shit.
Because to them,you got into it yourself.
Kindness is never payed back in kindness mind you.
So get over it.

This week has been quite fruitful.
Getting A for something is so refreshing!
Fruitful in a way, as hard work always pays off.
Staying up DAMN LATE for nights at an end always pays off.
So its two As or an A and a B.
I feel good.

And I decided to make my room look like a nicer place to live in.
Went to Ikea on Tuesdays with Phebe and Darren.


Bought my shelf!
I love Ikea! It's good cause someone like me can afford it!
HAHA! Fugarative.
And they got good furniture also.Hehe.


I have this huge pile of clutter behind my door,full of bags,boxes and shoes.
So,keeping in mind that I need to start growing up in terms of room keeping, something needed to be done.
I love redecorating.
Gets my mind off things.
It's very relaxing in a sense.
Therapeutic,just like fish.