RockMyCore

It's sad that during the wonderful season of joy,I have friends leaving earth.
It's sad to come back from a wonderful youth camp
..and learn your friend passed away.
It sucks.
I'm just not able to put it down in words.
Speechless.

Such a sudden change of emotions is not good for my health.

All right,anyways.
Back to the REAL WORLD.

XPLO Camp was awesome.
It just is.
Period.
It's a good thing I went.
If everyday was like that, I would be the most joyous.
But then again, good things don't last forever.

Christmas was good this year.
No irritating bastards as friends, no church politics, just no bloody people around who screw up the season like the years before.
Well too good of a Christmas isn't a good thing either.
Down with a fat tired body and a very bad throat.

I'm so not into a mood to blog properly.

Also cause I think I'm falling for you!

And there was a time when I wanted to make a living out of blogging.

In the last two days,I've just instances of total loneliness and sadness of closure.

One.

I just love these two bundles of fur.
And I always look forward to whenever they come over to stay.
Well they did recently for awhile..
And when they left,I was just struck by this pang of loneliness on Tuesday.
No one to sleep beside you anymore.
No more insane barking when you get home.
No more intense licking to show that you are missed.
HAHA.
When they left, I just suddenly felt so lonely.


Two.

With yesterday being my last day of the semester,usually people will be happy.
But honestly,I'm just sad.
I love the little group we are in.
Everyone's closer.
The bond is just stronger.
And it's sad that it's the end of it all.
And yeah,while walking to the bus stop today, alot of us just sat reminiscing of all the times we had.
And that well, next year things just won't be the same.


I won't really as miss you as I ought to...but I still do.
(:

All the people in the world
and you can still feel lonely.
What's the point of having it all
without the person you love.
Sometimes you just need to start again.
in order to fly.

Alicia Keys- Doesn't mean anything.

So yeah.
I know I didn't update and I am a sucky blogger but I've been busy.
School and work and by the time I reach home,just nice to check my inbox and hit the sack.
And yeah,I'm planning for some kind of overhaul again.

This is my 200th blog post.
Right now,I feel so stupid for deleting my past 600 0ver blog posts.
Nostalgia.
Kinda forgot I can look back and laugh at all the stupidity.

Update no 1 !

I rebonded my hair!


Like BOOMZZ!
SHINGZZ you if you hate it.

Update no 2.

THAILAND IN 4 DAYS!!

That's all that matters for now.
(:

Happy Birthday Biatch!
Sorry about the macroons!

I am addicted to Freecycling.
And Lady Gaga.

Blog?
What blog?
I decided to take the time to write something down, and kill that bloody lazy bug.
Life is so monotone and lethargic.
It sucks, seriously.
I hate it.
This unknown annoying feeling.

All right nevermind.
Let's move on shall we?

School is such a bore.
Kit Assembly is a killer.
We literally die there.
And the things we do to keep ourselves from dying there.


It's okay.
I just think of Thailand.

Oh OH!
I went for my medical check,finally.
Pes A yeah.
Give me comando or CD anytime baby.

Now this is a really infectious song.
I can't stop listening to it.





I need WORK BADLY.
Also known as MONEY.


And I've come to somewhat love my hair.
It's so BOOMZ!

Yes yes..
I was talking about a detox...
but never mind.

So yes today I ATE alot!
Went to Golden Mile with Simon and Dorothy.
It's been so long since I went there after leaving that horrible church.
I love the food there..and yes I miss it!
Especially the TANG YUAN!



After that toured Little Thailand aka Golden Mile Complex.
Now I know where to buy that electric BBQ steamboat for my family.
And actually,I don't really need to go all the way to Thailand to get all that food I miss!
HAHA.

On another note.
I shopped again.
I know I shouldn't.
But it was on sale.
And I couldn't help it.


Now the thing is,what I bought 3 weeks ago is still sitting in the bag.
I haven't even unpacked it yet.


I need work.
Badly.

Today was a good day anyways.

I am so tired these days.
For no reason whatsoever.
I hate this rather shitty feeling of lethargication when I do practically nothing at all, all day.
Like right now..

Goodnight people.