RockMyCore

I am 20.
Two decades.

I don't want to start the whole process of saying "how time flies" and "see how far I've come"

I am back!
In lieu of the flu and the cough.
Sorry my AWESOME blog.
I had a very hectic few weeks! And it's good to be back to only thing that understands me.
MY BLOG.

Let's start with the fact that I am a year older.
I remember last year, exactly on my birthday, how different life was.
I woke up late, rushed all the way to the subway, and went for my first class ever, in Hong Kong!
(Speaking of which, I really do miss Hong Kong! I would kill to go back!)
How different life was a year ago.

I am happy this year.
I would say I had one of my best birthdays ever.
Quiet Simple and Beautiful.

Had dinner with family on the eve, and woke up late on the special day!
HAHA.
I had most of the day to think about myself.
I just sat on my couch and let my mind go all scofield on myself.
Reflection is always good.
And birthdays are one the best days to do that.
I feel so new now.

Then, had a simple dinner with the gang at Sizzler.
The salad bar is the comfort jizz man.
And then Nic and Prak surprised with the creamy oreo cheese mooncake.
Seriously, wasn't that bad.



So that was my birthday this year.

Oh don't worry, next year would be special!
Watch out!

Well last week was an awesome week for me.
I had 2 camps straight back to back.

First was OBS, and right after that, was Ballroom Camp.

All right OBS.

Every Singaporean should atleast go once in their lifetime!
It is an experience you can't find anywhere else.
I have become stronger as a person, and my mind is now broader.
And best of all, I enjoyed every second of it!
It's cool to have people you have seen in school be in your group and be friends!
It's just damn cool.
Those 4 days would forever be imprinted in my heart.

Now, the best part about OBS was EVERYTHING!
From waking up at 5am everyday to the early morning exercises to the long trekking and the rafting and the camping!
It was just awesome!
How I wish I could do it all over again.



OH OH! One the highlights was swimming in the quarry!
There's this surge of thrilling adrenaline when I went in!
The fact that I can see the bottom, knowing that it's like 100 plus feet deep really did shiver me!
Which made it even better when I jumped in!
And it was the tip of one of the best parts of my life!


Beautiful isn't it?


AND BOOHOO!
We were the only group that got to go!
YEAH TOCK SENG!

And then, Ballroom Camp!
Woohoo!
Fun and more fun!
I love Ballroom and I couldn't ask for a better CCA.
It was the perfect way to end the entire week.
Non-stop dancing is a remedy honestly.



Right now, a part of me just wants to stay home and just LEPAK.
But another part wants me to go out and earn some dough.
All right. I shall start on tuesday.
And I am going to continue to work when school starts.
All part of my new school plan!
Woohoo!

I need to get my freak on soon.
Gaijin has to show the world what he's made of!

I love you world!
I'm a happy big headed guy yo!

I am back from one of the best experiences of my life.
How I wish I could do it all over again.
The journeys, the friends, the laughing, all that fun!

I am a different person.
Obviously.
And I am happy.
(Even though I now have a splitting headache, a terrible cough with tons of phlegm and fever that makes you feel like you are on drugs.)

I will update more on OBS another day..


Cause, I am off to Ballroom Camp now!
Yeah I know!
Power right!

You know, I am such a happy guy right now.
:)

There is so much I want to say,
So much to type.
But..it's time for me to go.
Ir's so quick you know, the holidays.

So now, I'm off for OBS.
Love me ya'll!

CAUSE I GOT NO INTERNET FOR 4 DAYS!

My head feels like that right now.

You know.
There is only so much I can go.
No matter how much I force myself to learn and try and try, my brain just isn't cut out for anything analytical.
I feel so useless.
I can't even get the concepts of physics/circuitry/MATHS for shit.
I just can't remember.

I just don't understand.
What happened to the old me with POWER memory.

I feel so old and shitty now.

Maths may have been all right.
Physics yesterday was horrible.
Circuitry tomorrow, well, I don't want to talk about it.

WHY LORD?!
DID YOU GIVE ME THIS COURSE?!
I can't seem to find the sense of comfort that I want to feel knowing that you chose this for me.

I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL AND DRAW AND DESIGN OR LEARN ALL ABOUT THE MITOCHONDRIA AND NUCLEOLUS AND RIBOSOMES.

I JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM THE KIRCHHOFF LAWS AND CAPACITANCE AND NEWTON'S BLOODY LAWS AND SIN TAN COS.








I want to do well.
I need to do well.
But I am not.
And it kills the perfectionist in me.
My dream of the start into poly life has already crashed and burn.

I am trying to like things I hate.
But, I am not trying hard enough.

I just  wasted my first semester away.
Damn.

Help me God.
I can't do this alone.
Especially finding the resistivity/capacitance/inductance of a circuit.











I complain alot.
Especially during exams.

I realized I have the emotionality of a bull elephant is musth.

You have something to study Othniel.
It was given to you.

Where's your GRATITUDE?

Okay.
I bought an awesome twin pair set of an Ikea mirror.



I ordered crazy contact lenses for Halloween.


(I plan to go as an undead Peter Pan, but I may be having second thoughts on those green tights/leotards)

I am on the verge on ordering a bag, and maybe this NICE pair of red shoes from London.
I want to get either Vans Alomar or Dr. Martens red matte.



I am seriously more on the Dr. Martens.
(Even my dad says it's good. He LIKES Dr. Marten!)

I want to get my Ipod Classic.

I want to alter all my pants.
I want to get that Ikea magnetic board.

OH, I need to buy an aquarium light.
If not, I am gonna get a fish epidemic.

You see, whenever I am stressed out with exams, I surf the world of shopping online, or just shopping itself.
EBAY CAN CAUSE YOU TO SIN.
BEWARE.
These papers are driving me mad.
Which led me to buying so much already.
Shopping is good therapy.


NOW GAIJIN, YOU CAN'T JUST BUY ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING, JUST BECAUSE YOU GOT MOOOONEY OR YOUR EMOTIONAL SWINGS ARE CRAZY.

I AM GOING TO STUDY NON STOP FROM NOW TILL WEDNESDAY MORNING.


ONLY PHYSICS AND CIRCUITRY TO GO.

PHYSICS YOU ARE A BITCH.


CIRCUITRY, I LOVE YOU, I THINK YOU ARE CUTE, BUT YOU ARE ALSO A BITCH!





AND AFTER ALL THAT, THAT IS, ON WEDNESDAY, AT 11AM...


IT"S GOING TO BE PARTY NON STOP!


If only I had boobies.
Like seriously.