In the desperate hour of now,I have come to a sad realization.


I am not happy
I am miserable.
I am lying to myself.
Why?

I am dying inside.
Why??

Wait.No.
I am dead inside.

I've been slowly seeping away until there is nothing left.
I am dry.
Numb.

Dear Lord,
In my desperation I plead with you!
I beg you!
In my deepest hour.
Help me.